You've Just got to know that I'm named Belinda.
I love God ,SHC & Japan. OF course, Bro & Sis in Christ.
I hate all the sadness you've brought upon my life.
But im nice & forgiving, In your dreams.
if both of us are to cry, I want to be the one who cries louder,I want to be the one who takes a longer time to recover.
I want to absorb all the sadness from you..I'm holding on but you've already let go.
I may not be right, i may not be wrong. whatever that i've done, it may not able to be mend back. It leaves, a scar.
whatever i've said, it leaves a trace of a broken memory.
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I dont know what i've done, but i know im done fooling around. From the start, it has never been easy, why not try it yourself? Why not, let me leave everything behind?
Im trying my best, so what if i've shed tears, so what? when i dont show, it doesnt mean im alright, when i dont show, it doesnt mean i dont need support. When i dont show, it doesnt mean im not fuming at the top of my head.
Im just thinking, is it so hard to agree? is it so hard to learn? is it so hard to follow? is it so hard to listen?
I've got no answers. If i had, this thoughts are just nothing. I've thought, so much. Have you ?
Have you all thought about me? i've thought about each and everyone of you. trying to understand each and everyone of you.
But hey. this world is unfair. Neither am i expecting anything in return.
It seems that the road to leading all of you back into place is far. Seeing other's unity, but not ours. Discouraged. Yeap. But...... None the less. Im not giving up. I've lost one. & im not gonna lost another. Trust me.