Designer: Yours Truely


You've Just got to know that I'm named Belinda.
I love God ,SHC & Japan. OF course, Bro & Sis in Christ.
I hate all the sadness you've brought upon my life.
But im nice & forgiving, In your dreams.

if both of us are to cry, I want to be the one who cries louder,I want to be the one who takes a longer time to recover.
I want to absorb all the sadness from you..I'm holding on but you've already let go.

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Flipped those Pages: May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009

Worse day of my life, Really.
i dont wanna rant it out to anyone. Grr : )
i shouted at derrick today, im feeling guilty.

so long since i had a long post.
should i have one now? hahaa : D
and yes, i totally smashed my notebook today
its useless la.
seriously, studying so hard, and yet, understanding nothing, when will my brain work?
hate it man.

but still need study..
so i bought a new note book. yea.
hope the next time i will pass.
Pray for me.

Is it weird?
Feel depressed outside,
but inside, im kinda feeling blissful, No idea kkxx.

Maybe, its just...
Yea, it might just be.

Smiley, Smiled.
why am i , thinking about it. arghhh.

My mind betrays me the most.

あなたは私に直接何を提供
最後の時間を笑顔で
はとてもきれいだった
それが私の涙への道を与えた

確実に、その日
2人の愛に触れた

私たちはお互いを求める
いつでも自分自身を忘れました
他のを発見し、それぞれで最後に
結果、私たちを待っているので、どんなことがあります

それは何もの
運命

ララララララララララ
ララララララララララ

あなたのために設定して、空で
星優しく私に輝いている

滞在私の側は、私の愛で
時間をかけて横断して形状を変更する
おわかりですか？私たちはまだ見ている未来
このような遺跡はこちら

滞在私の側は、私の愛で
時間をかけて横断して形状を変更する
私たちはまだ見ている未来
遺跡はこちら

私を信用し、私の愛
あなたが私の中で暮らす
だからよ決して
と言う場合にさようなら

確実に、その日
2人の愛に触れた

Wearing it, doesn't have the same warmth anymore.
Thinking, Doesn't give the same reaction anymore.
Same Goes to loving, it gives a opposite effect,
hey, i dont want this result either.

Retardation..

Note to self :
-Chinese test.
Maths homework..
Chinese homework.

Chinese need alot of memorising.

&, my phone alarm rang in class today. LOL
followed by reyna.
:x

Hmmhmmmhmmm, Im thinking.
Real hard. Thinking.
If you're curious, ask me, but i wont tell you anyway.
this is real crap.

Gotta go Muggingggg for chemistry later,
No more Zero plzz,

I need a best friend, I need someone for advices (anyone can)
as long as they're part of this world.
Hehe, just joking.
im just bored.


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Emer showed me a very funny conversation!
It made me happy for a moment....
but .... the person that said that SPOILED EVERYTHING.
OHMIGOSH...
yuckkz

I love me bed now,
no pinky pinky, now flowery flowery.
(Hundred of hearts)

Bla. The three test almost killed me today.
Mrs Chan Hit me on the head during the test. LOL
And my history, off topic! T.T

Im HAVING DEPRESSION.
I'VE SEEN A DOCTOR.
IM NOT CURABLE

Alright, so Im SUPER random today,
seems like i have LOADS of time, but i got 3 test tmr!!!!
anyway i studied and hope by tmr morning it will still be in my mind.
Last three lessons are test T.T

(2007)

I hate this ) :

I know, Suzune-kun face is too big -.-

OH NO. I JUST READ SHUGO CHARA'S MANGA,

AMU LIKE IKUTO IN THE END?!

OMG LA. TADASE IS BETTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

i hope the ending will be like SO different please!

Current desktop bg. How cute.

Alright, so i was studying earlier, and i fell asleep. how dumb -.-

3 test on thursday, one on wed & one on fri.

nehhh.

I DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE! * JUMPS FOR JOY *

Back to the first, such a long time ago.. : ) .

&!

WEIZHEN! CHEER UP OK.

can you that you real sad/disappointed/angry today.

: )

Cheer ups and hope to see your cheerful smile & laughter tmrw. : )

Bible verse for you :

1 Thessalonians 5: 16

Be joyful always; 17pray continually; 18give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

A short short poetry(?) perhaps. before i leave for church : )

Beautiful, Tragedy.

‘I never told you,’ you whisper like the evanescent lyrics to a song I can’t replay.
‘That I found it as beautiful and irreplaceable as you.’
I want to hold you. I want to catch your words and lock them in a place where they never fade, where you’re always smiling.
Instead I reach out to curl my hand around the shell you gave me, the one I’d placed around my neck since then,
it takes me a moment to realize you’re no longer buying time.I smile as I try to fight back the tears.
‘You could’ve told me one day. It didn’t have to be now.’
You close your eyes and turn your face away from me.
Not wanting me to see you cry.

I’ve become familiar with the cracks and lines of the ground because
I can no longer bear to look at the sky blue of your eyes.
I’ve been an odd number for a while. I’m no one’s star.
At night I try and look for the sun, in a shirt that no longer smells like you,
because I once said all you had to do was look closer.
I lied.

All I see is the moon.

I've been thinking, what's not real will never be,
It belongs to fantasy land.
I hope, one day, i get to go there though.. :)
listening to jap songs doesnt make me weird,
understanding doesnt either.

Dont insult my genre of songs.
And the shows i watch.
Its not wrong to like anime ) :
or is it?

There's no such thing as coincidence, only necessity.


I think, Kenneth's Gonna hate my blog now and never visit ever again.
I took like 3 hrs to sort everything out. Busy editing in photoshop,
blogger, photobucket. and mixpod.
and yes, no more tagboard. who cares bout your comments anyway!
all i will talk about is ANIMEANIMEANIME. teeheehee


I HAD NO TIME FOR MY SHUGO CHARA. NEVERMIND, IM GONNA WATCH IT NOW.
and my KAMICHAMA KARIN CHU MANGA. HMPH.
stupid blogger.

oh yes, i want manga's too.
Kamichama karin chu's plz. ty.
its $50 + ) :
mail ordered & shipping from overseas. AWW.
someone plzzzzzzzzzzz.

Completed :
Cardcaptor sakura & movie 1 and 2. ( June Holidays Finished, 70 Episodes)
Matantei Loki Ragnarok.( July 16 Finished, 26 episodes)
Happiness! ( June Holiday Finished, 12 episodes)
Itazura Na Kiss. ( 2008 Finished, 25 episodes)
Special A. ( June holidays finished, 26 episodes)
Kamichama Karin. ( 2008 finished, 26 episodes)
Shugo Chara ( June holidays finished, Within a Day, 51 episodes)
Inuyasha ( 2007 Finished, 167 episodes, 4 movies)
School Days (June holidays finished, 12 episodes)


OnGoing/ Haven complete :
Shugo Chara Doki! (currently episode 40/40)
Gift : Eternal Rainbow ( Episode 4/12)
Suzuka. (episode 12/26)
True Tears. ( 2/13)
Ouran High school host club ( 14/26 )
Myself ; Yourself ( 6/13 )


Nehhh, many episodes one i can finish, Little ones i cant.
Some endings really sucks.
I miss holidays, i can stay up till 7am to watch and sleep and wake up a few hrs later to watch again. Oh man..

Only birthday wish :

- SOMEONE BRING ME GO STRAIGHTEN MY HAIR

PLZPLZPLZPLZ

Ok, its screwed, my oh-so-perfect two days.
Work was fine, Homed and ate :
speg,
one plate of veg,
one plate of sausage.
one pack of dessert, Soursop.

Sigh.

Oh, there's work tmr.
How boring. What a perfect afternoon.
What a good day to " rest " .
hopefully friday will be a good rest day. dont try to spoil my day, thanks.

When i change it, it means that i've forgotten.
It only makes me sadder when i saw it. freak.

Homework-ed for 2 hours.

First time eh. How tiring,

Poa, Emaths, Chem & Chinese.

2 Done, Poa stuck, Chem Stuck.

I feel damn lousy. hahahaaaaaaaaa.

More worse, its adding pain..
How i hope one day i bang onto a wall and forget everything.

dang it. :/

This world is weird, That makes me weird. and you too.
This post is pure crap. zzzz.

Read thru, This is so stupid.
it's just like two stars that made promises together and yet they never met
or forgotten.

Chopsticks Chopsticks,
I want Green chopsticks,
I want Green milk,
Green Pie,
Green Babies,
Green Mummies,
Green houses,
Green elevator,
Green Computers.
Green disc,
Green Friends
Green Cups,
Green Comb,
Green Joyce,
Green Emerson,
Green xueqin
Green Crystal.

GIMME GREEN.

Seriously, im getting pissed with my body figure,
shape, size, waist, butt. EVERYTHING ) :

im getting fatter.
damn.

Today got new episode of Shugo chara DOKI! :3
belinda happy.
but sad.

mixed feelings. woooo.

What's the difference between forgetting you or not forgetting?
Its the same. Not trying to make things worse, or maybe, stirring trouble,
the fact is that, this feeling SUCKS.
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teeheehee. Anime.
Goodbye, Me.
Hello, You.
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Anyway, I'll accept the truth.

Bring me to that special place : )
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Teeheeheee, Monday no school = SUNDAY SLEEP LATE. = ANIME. = BELINDA HAPPY.

So, Feon, Aiyun, Anita & yanyi came to my place today.
i was enjoying my anime while some of them enjoyed camwhoring.
: P

I realised, I cant control my temper.
Maybe no one realised, but my eyesight, is worsening everyday.
Not the degree though. and my eye always roll suddenly, making me cant see,
Ohnonono, Will i get blind?

Someone Guide me k, When that day comes.
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I want my daughters to be either named,
-Rima,
-Mikii!
- Jacee!
-Rebecca(?)
-Renee. : D

Son... ( i've got no ideas )
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This, is decided by both me & my husband next time, so he needs to approve.
I just love Jap's name ok.