You've Just got to know that I'm named Belinda.
I love God ,SHC & Japan. OF course, Bro & Sis in Christ.
I hate all the sadness you've brought upon my life.
But im nice & forgiving, In your dreams.
if both of us are to cry, I want to be the one who cries louder,I want to be the one who takes a longer time to recover.
I want to absorb all the sadness from you..I'm holding on but you've already let go.
How i wish, Life's just a fantasy, No worries, no sadness, no jealousy , no hatred, no bitterness, no sicknesses, No curses. I would rather be someone that existed in someone's heart but not in reality. I rather be fake, I rather that i've not even landed here. Why can't i be famous in a way, where no one truely knows me? In a way that, Im not even real? Worrying just makes me feel, Sad. Sadness just makes me feel, Lonely. Loneliness just makes me feel..
IF only, i've never existed. I know i have been because God has a plan for me. I know, dont tell me that, But, That's just what im Hoping.
I want to, Love. Just like how those people did, I want to fight, like how they do, I want to slap, like how they slap, I want to be hugged, Like how they hug, I want to get married, Like how they got married, I want to have a child, Like how they got one.
But hey, this is just crap and fantasy. Its never gonna be real. Because I AM real.