Designer: Yours Truely


You've Just got to know that I'm named Belinda.
I love God ,SHC & Japan. OF course, Bro & Sis in Christ.
I hate all the sadness you've brought upon my life.
But im nice & forgiving, In your dreams.

if both of us are to cry, I want to be the one who cries louder,I want to be the one who takes a longer time to recover.
I want to absorb all the sadness from you..I'm holding on but you've already let go.

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Flipped those Pages: May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009

Pissed off with some stuff today. But overall.
Its ok. Someone cheered me up. somehow. Or am i thinking too much?!
Teeheehee -.-

Ok. Let me Write a story, and YOU read it! : D
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Cast :
Kat ( I )
Benedict ( Kat's Boyfriend )
Jacee ( Friend )
Marcus ( Friend )
Keith ( Friend )
Along the way, there will be random people.


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Every once in a while, I will dwell back upon what happened, It all seems like yesterday, the memories are still etched Vividly in my tiny pea sized brain. Guess that's the only thing that fits.

Thank God that Im still with my beloved Boyfriend, Benedict. Yup, We've been dating for 6 years. Back to the story,
(5 years ago )
Which was, 5 years ago. I had this "best" Friend, Jacee. She was popular with boys, All the guys will go bonkers seeing her. The worse thing that made me Fume up was that, SHE WAS TRYING TO GET CLOSE TO MY BOYFRIEND, flirting and all that!
One day i thought, I am going to go all truthy to her that she's Flirting around too much!
But of course, I believed in Benedict, He's such a sweetie, as and when Jacee went to find him, he would just answer, and come to me instead. We've gone through so much in this short span of 1 year being together.
Oh yes, Did i mention? My Two other Guy friends, Marcus and Keith Are way crazy over Jacee, Its as though she's a top model, celeb or something. I just dont get it, There are so many other Pretty Hot Hot girls out there. Why Jacee? Why her? Why my BEST friend? Why does she show off to me SO SO MUCH on the number of guys chasing her? It makes no sense, I can't talk to my boyfriend about this, He'll think too much again. Yes, Couples should be Truthful and open about anything, But this is RIDICULOUS on How or WHY i am feeling this way about Jacee. Crap!

Let me tell you how much Keith and Marcus did for Jacee, AND ITS NOT ONLY THEM.
K, Starting with Keith, When Jacee's bored, Keith could just skip his Sports meeting and go over to Jacee's Apartment Accompaning her, heard that they did something together... With Jacee style, Its common, And Keith has NO idea how to cook, Yet when Jacee said she love guys who can cook, HE IMMEDIATELY dialed up a Community centre and Sighed up for Cooking class!Jacee was just laughing her ass off when she told me this, and i Laughed along, How could one sacrifice so much for someone that doesn't even have the same feeling towards him? WithOut fail, Valentine's, Jacee's Birthday, National day, Mooncake festival, Christmas, New year, there will be gifts costing a bomb just for JACEE.....

Bout Marcus, He's aggressive. Likely... when he went over to her apartment, Something already happened too? Im hoping that they'll get aids. But i think that, Marcus has a chance to win Jacee's heart, He's cute, He can cook(Chef), He's smart, He's Talented(Piano, Guitar, Drum),Rich(Father owns 5 lands in Regions of Europe), An ideal boyfriend to all woman.

All i felt was Jealousy, How can one go so Crazy for a girl? especially when I AM better than Jacee, IN MANY WAYS. I can study, Im good in sports, Im musically talented, I do housework. Guess benedict's Lucky? (Smiley). Seeing so many Useless guys flirting around with her, A tiny little bit of jealousy is hard to escape from. But my Boyfriend.. Through this one year, He has shown me, what true love's all about, I Love him to the Max!

(4 years ago )
Finally, One day, Benedict saw through me, He's one, who truely understands and cares for me, Nothing could escape from his eyes. I Opened up to him on how i was feeling, my first instinct of his reaction would be " why do u even care about other guys when you already have me ? ", but no, his words touched me.. " No matter how much you look at others guy, Even if you feel like being with them, Even if you have lost this feeling that we once had, I Just want to tell you, I'll wait for you, Till i am truely, the only Man in your eyes. " ...

From that moment, I felt convinced, That God Put benedict into my life, has a purpose, God Sended him to change my life, my thinking, my ways.
Without hesistation, I Hugged Benedict, he was all i wanted, Afterall. And yes, I muttered....
" I will never let you go. So, Stupid, Dont ever let me go too ".
"I promise, i won't. " .
It all just feels so blissful.

Back to Now,
Jacee's currently Single, awaiting for her right one, Seem so long since i've talked to her.
I've lost a friend, But im better off without her.
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Dumb ending, BUT WHO CARES. i am not born to be a Writer! :D